Currently Watching Rocky IV By Sylvester Stallone, Talia Shire see related

So bored... Ross is watching Rocky on A&E... lol. I just finished a shitload of dollmakers for my site.. phew!

I had my sister overnight again. She's growing up so fast. It's weird that she's in school now, she loves it though Dad says

Anyhoo, it's gettin' late..

=ASH=

Currently Playing Classic Sinatra By Frank Sinatra see related

Almost 27 weeks already! I get more and more excited each day (as if that's possible!).

OMG! My car arrived last night, it was like Christmas!

Ross had to do an installation last night... the poor guy, the girls car was in TERRIBLE shape. There was absolutely no dock for the stereo. So, being the talented, (and sexy, lol) man he is, he fabricated one for the car. His business is really going good, I had to make  MORE business cards yesterday.

The baby is awake! It's kicking Mommy really good right now :D

xo - Ash

Currently Watching Radio By Cuba Gooding Jr., Ed Harris, S. Epatha Merkerson, Debra Winger see related

Bored, bored, bored!!!

Ross and I went to our friend Mark's house last night, for a BBQ... it's been two weeks since his wife Michelle, left him... with 2 children under the age of 3. Her excuse is that she needs to "get her own life". BLAH BLAH BLAH.. whatever, bitch. I am so angry at her. So angry that she did that to her KIDS. Mark is 25... he lost his job because now he has no one to babysit when he goes to work (which is driving transports in the U.S. 5 days out of the week). Michelle is so friggin' selfish. Grrr... *calm down pregnancy hormones!!* lol...

I'm 26 weeks + 1 day today. I had a Dr's appointment on friday, heard the heartbeat again   My doctor informed me that she thinks I have a "flow murmur"... or a heart murmur. She thinks it's only because of being pregnant, and my body is SO full of blood, it's hard trying to pump so much extra through normal seized arteries etc... I PRAY TO GOD that that is the case

We gotta go to another BBQ tonight, my friend Trisha is 22 today... we've been friends since we were two years old. It should be fun... I get to meet her new man, lol.

Ciao, ASH

Today I'm 24 weeks and 4 days into this pregnancy. The baby gets more and more active with each passing day... I have another doctors appointment on the 10th. Then on the 22nd (my 22nd BIRTHDAY!), I meet the doctor who will be delivering my baby. She was highly recommended, so I'm glad I was able to get in with her.

The last week and a half has been a struggle with my good friend Tracy... her 4yr old son's best little buddy (Cory) passed away on August 22nd, and she hasn't been able to handle it. She is angry at God. It hurts me to hear her speak the way she does, but how do you confront someone like that? I tried explaining to her that Cory is in heaven now, and he's where he's meant to be; with our Lord.

Tracy grew up in a Catholic environment... she believes that baptism is the way into heaven, and that's it. She's afraid that if she doesn't get her 4yr old son and 7yr old daughter baptized, then they won't go to heaven when they die. I try SO hard to talk to her, but it's difficult. She is stubborn, and ignorant to any suggestion that is different of her own "beliefs". I listen to everything she has to say... ALL the time. And, if I feel necessesary, I'll voice my opinion.

It can be so frustrating sometimes; being a Christian today. And a young Christian at that. But, I can only think of when I will be rewarded in heaven, and meet my Lord and Saviour... and that makes all the difference :)

I can't wait until saturday... another week marked off the calendar... another week closer to the birth of my amazing gift!

Ash